This body is the vehicle my Self has chosen for her journey through this physical lifetime. It's time for me to realize/KNOW this in every cell of my being. My spirit Self is already fully aware of this.
CAN-CAN CELLS, this is for you...WAKE UP! I said WAKE UP! You have forgotten who you are, who you REALLY are. I want you to remember who you really are. You have strayed from the perfect Divine plan for you that was part of the original programming for this body. You were designed to be part of the oneness of this physical body. You have become detached from source, where the Divine Plan comes from...making up your own plan without realizing the impact is has on the oneness of all the cells of the whole body.
Speaking of 'waking up', click to play MAGGIE MAY on youtube. I knew that, eventually, this song would end up in one of my posts. Rod wrote it for me after that delightful summer we spent together in Paris, back in our carefree days of youth.
Okay, CAN-CAN CELLS, I know that you started out as a very diverse group - some were short-lived, some bigger and stronger, some smaller and more delicate, most highly specialized cells. I know you felt like you were alone, unsupported, as if you weren't part of the larger whole, the oneness of the cells of these organs of this body, to keep it running smoothly and efficiently. I never thought to fill you with the energy of Divine Healing Love and I did not appreciate all you have done for me when you were functioning normally, according to the original plan. I've used multiple methods to try to kill you. Is it any wonder that you have forgotten who you really are? Is it any wonder that you don't feel loved?
BRAIN CELLS, you must be tired from all the intense thinking I've done over the years - always wanting to know WHY and always trying to figure things out. Always looking for logical solutions to problems, as I did when I was a computer programmer, systems analyst and project manager. All the nights I laid awake strategizing and analyzing, always analyzing, trying to understand life from a logical/mental perspective instead of a feeling/emotional perspective. You brain cells worked together to organize the other cells into organs and systems and provide instructions to individual cells. You kept all the cells working in total cooperation with all other cells, all connected and communicating. It takes the combined intelligence of each unique cell to support a healthy physical body. Some of your communication channels have become clogged or tangled up. It's time for a thorough cleansing. Open up those clogged channels and remind those immune system cells to do their job. So, WAKE UP, brain cells. Feel the Divine Healing Love I am feeding you every day. Use this extra energy to clean up the mess and put things 'back in order.'
IMMUNE SYSTEM CELLS, you must be VERY tired, even confused, from chemo and radiation and can-can. Many of you have also forgotten who you really are. And, many of your friends have died, so perhaps you are fearing the same fate. Perhaps you are hiding your innate magnificence. You seem to no longer recognize can-can cells as invaders - you are denying their existence. I'm telling you now to WAKE UP - remember who you are and notice those can-can cells and help them to remember who they are. So many of you have forgotten that you are LOVE and you are part of a beautifully-designed, sublime oneness that cannot continue without your help. You are much more important than you have given yourself credit for - more important than I have given you credit for. I am filling you with Divine Healing Love every day to strengthen you and to reinforce your will to live. Like my ego, you have not taken responsibility for your actions and their impact on others. You have to wake up and resume your normal responsibilities. Clone yourselves to whatever extent is needed - feed and energize yourselves on Divine Healing Love - the greatest power in the Universe. Remember how each cell, each thread of the tapestry, is an important part of the whole. OPEN YOUR EYES - carefully scan each cell of this body, reminding all cells of their innate divinity, perfection, love and oneness. If they just can't remember who they are, then help them to leave via the nearest exist. You don't have time to argue at length with each one. Some of them will need to leave, for the good of the whole. Try to catch them when they are young - that's when they are most easily convinced, when they are more open to change. Help them to remember who they really are, And, to re-acquaint them with the perfect, divinely-designed, proper functioning immune system. I am sorry about the harsh treatments you have endured. I don't want to use chemo to do your job any more, but I MUST have your cooperation. It's time for you to step up to the plate and do your job better than you ever have before. I am now supporting you with love which I've never done before. I love and accept you exactly where you are today. I know that, together, we can do better. We can achieve total remission! Imagine how good that will feel! Imagine the look on that doctor's face! I smile just thinking about that.
CAN-CAN CELLS, I trust you to do what I'm asking you to do. Talk to the next immune system cell you see, let her remind you of who you really are and the function you were originally designed to perform. If you simply cannot go back or remember, then I would ask that you be willing to sacrifice your life for the good of the whole - the oneness of this body - and head toward the nearest exit. Invite a new and younger cell to replace you to carry on that function. I am grateful for the time you have spent here, for the lessons you have helped me to learn, but I don't need you any more.
Click YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL to enjoy Joe Cocker/me singing that song to my cells.
Love and blessings to all the trillions of you in this body - every single one!